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Why keep going?

Everything is what is…

; my perspective, my reality and my best to be as unbiased as possible with as many subjects, topic matter or etc.

But

Life is a personal and interpersonal experience.

I’m Going to keep doing my best with what I am , where I am and who I am…

Regardless Ascending is the mindset 

Also

What have I to contribute and share?

Am  I adding… I always feel like I Have been…

I see what it is now… the vibe that people used to call the Blues.

That is it. Completely.

Going to admit; I’d rather be alone than experiencing the past, reliving or even know. 

It’s peace now.

Looking ‘Round

At a Place Called Boombox in Rat City aka White Center-Seattle’ ( on jan 25,2026 gT)

What have I been doing with my days;

Mostly Meditation, Applying For Employment, Practicing Guitar and Writing Jokes and Scripts oh and also de-loading my multi media content on my phone 

I am on hours of footage and putting this time to use and dedicating to just syphoning through it all and create something out of all my materials that I have at my disposal aka access to.

Sleep. Workout/Meditation/Stretching – Sitting there thinking and massaging my body for hours then go look for work now that I have an Id i’ve gotten some bites but what I am looking for is something to provide and if I commit I will commit fully.

No half ass or just a stepping stone.

It’s like how about rent or shelter or food

Well 

I have friends that’ let me crash at their couch 🛋️ then also shelter and  anyone that legs me hep them for anything legally and within reason…

Now living With Malicious.

Farming and Ranching hav to stay on my radar yet I do have some bigger fish to fry elsewhere and things I methodically wish to experience while I am alive and now more then ever embodiment of that truth is finite! 

Breathing through it all like lime 🍋‍🟩 sauce’ being aerated!

Honesty

Slum-dog millionaire is right just loom back it’s all connected; your haki is strong but my haki is true and impervious to anything and everything I decide it to be; my haki is the purest piercing punctual primordial pungent power of this presences!

Ex-Zen-Friends

(Finished at boombox ‘ jan 27,2026gT)

Namaste & Namaskar’

How’s Life Going as A Full Time Artist-Creator-Comedian & ALL Around Entertainer Performer ?

Well I am happy you asked!

First things first :this whole experience is being approached from a new vantage point and philosophical approach called “The Apex”

Top Tier Reality Requires This of me;

Today I Woke

Then I Stretched-Took a moment for breath appreciation and myself.

After that I played the guitar for hours.

I was on a zoom meeting about a nonprofit organization I am working alongside with.

Then Took A Lunch Break of Fresh Mangoes 🥭 and Oranges 🍊 with Some peanut 🥜 butter and Almond Butter Waffers’

I worked out upper body and did 45 minutes of cardio

Then took care of some business online and replied to emails; the pain you choose is better then the pain given to you.

I took a moment to enjoy my pain followed by prayer.

Then have a conversation with my roommate and made some tea and coffee to have for later… and went on my way to perform at the

paradise bar for my Monday might open mic. Oh I did rehearse my set a bit but I need to more as I enjoy this new philosophy and mental paradigm I exist in; The universe sent me a great sign when I came upon an Anthony Bourdain videos!

And Yeah’ I know it’s tedious, it feels like electricity running through my body in anguish of growth and spiritual expansion’.

I made cookies the other day;

Looking for my perfect sourdough and multi nut and see weekly eatery to survive on!

This one is not it yet.

What else. Yeah. Life’s good.

My gut says to tell you things I only should tell my journal but as a journalist at heart and reporter of life itself I do have to tell you that being alive and me I come to peace in how to be confident and consciously content of once own circumstances in this coexistence that we live in.

It is what it is;

And every day, I have an opportunity to decide how I act and how I go upon living life therefore part of this reality, or in order to achieve this level of reality, I had to purge certain elements of myself, so even though it was painful purging all those aspects of my reality are helpful for me to send in order for me to see the truth when the truth arise, and in order to experience the reality that I really wish to experience so it’s not even taking them to make it. it’s as if the reality knows your own frequency, your true frequency, and especially stepping out of curses from people and the best way to do that is just talk about the good things that I experience and the things I wanna experience more and let anything else be bygones be bygones, and then just on my own private court pay my dharma live on my dharma and that way I accumulate this karma cause you’re still gonna accumulate karma no matter what is gotta find a way to accumulate the karma that helps you combust like good dead and bad. There’s good karma and bad karma so now I’m existing this good karma flow state that took with this part is true took me being into jail. I could’ve accomplished another way, but this reality this high vibration reality required me to go to jail and then now that I’ve been declared dismissed, and I got to be a shelter and speak to those men and then I got to be myself without any bounce no kids no wife, not even myself itself …..

Also

I am a shaman more’

But also learning how to protect my energy as I cultivate it.

Brb

Oh I Killed’

I flow state and kept my cool and went a decent speed’

Wow! 🤩 yeah 👍

Oh also’ I Spoke to an Oracle today and She Told me just what I needed to hear.

; I trek on.

I uploaded a freestyle I take pride in’

I keep uploading my life documentary on YouTube because well I an a traveling documentarian.

It’s my nature to storytell’

It’s my nature to report back and tell you what is working and what is not and focus 🧘🏻‍♂️ on living as if in the moment’

Right now Is shaking off the last bits of limited beliefs and limited ways of existing regardless of whatsoever! Period & Peace

Now.

I am an artist.

I am a free man.

I am a Texas Naturalist & Texas Nationalist

Born on land Tamaulipas a State of Mexico

Raised By Humble and God Fearing Parents with glimpses of sovereignty, dignity & righteousness.

I’m doing everything in my power to hold on to this level I’ve re-cultivated for myself;

It comes down to living !

Talk To You Later!

👌 Okay’ So I Have my Journal but if I wish to make a living as an entertainer, mentor or entrepreneur I need to have a way to connect with my friends, comrades & community!

We are a family now!

I am really delighted in my delusion okay.

Making a living as an entertainer means working odd end jobs, part time gigs and for me officially busking’ I shall take more pics.

Right now I am still emptying out all my videos, screenshots, screen recordings and images I have.

I started two video blogs on my YouTube/evswordfilms

Two documentaries one with a the media and content I had before doing jail time which Is called

#1MinuteFlashBack (s)

& one with all the new footage and endeavors

after jail time

Which I call

#LongTermGratification

Whoa’

Feels good to just purge everything

No social medias

Besides youtube & base here is my link for you to explore what I am up to!

Also if you decide to make a responsible choice and do some investing in financial stuff, you are so responsible for your endeavors of me. I do appreciate the opportunity for you to follow my links as a doorway for your adventures but once you go to the doorway you’re responsible for your actions sent me anyways that’s all I can block for now but I’m just so excited that I finally figured it out, and you know finding a job out here in this market has been tremendously the hardest endeavor in a moment, but through all that it’s allow me to focus and make time and really be grateful for being alive and for all this time dedicating for myself to align myself as a creator and entrepreneur and really embody the vision in my mind of being an artist full-time so it sucks not having a job and yet it’s bittersweet because I actually get to work on myself which is something I’ve always wanted so someone please hire me ASAP!

Lol 😂 😝