Basically I am Super Grateful For This Opportunity To Prove To Myself I Define Success For Myself.
Self Actualizing.
Self Imposed Discipline.
:”All have the bedrock of my can do-acute happiness-always being resourceful-willing to get bruised and be wrong to figure it out/willing to take the leap of faith-attitude. Yeah, when it comes to loving, living and longevity I always say it starts with paradigm shifting your mind into the state of mind you desire.
There is an effortlessness to the effort.
It gets easy after a while trust me.
At first, it’s always difficult to adhere and adjust, and some quite others whine, but a few rise to the moment, live the life they started.
Not to be confined to not changing your mind, or for that matter, everyone has the choice to change their mind; you show others the way you need to be treated by how you treat them.
This is so subtle. This is surprising. & sometimes hereditary behavior….
You make the statements real or false.
“ALL is Fair in Love & War”
People Change Their Mind ALL The Time; Sure.
Thinking 🧐
You know my change came from within and I am grateful for this shadow work.
I am at peace within and outwardly.
I’ve paid my debt to society.
Month 1) Homeless.
Month 2(Lasted 2Months) Sheltered Obtained at Bread Of Life, Explored The Surrounding Suburbs, Porchlight and other Services. (Obtain First Employment then Was Let Go Because The wife did not like my vibes and that I only had a Mexican Passport , my Social Security & still attending court hearings for my case (at that time that is)anyways with ice being all hot. I get it. Bless their hearts”) also Was Assaulted at Gun Point then was apologized by the same man”
Month 4) Friendships Blossom.(Me and My Friend Kahlil Moved Out the Shelter on the same Week’ a Day or two Apart. That same month Ma**** City Pulls the plug on my employment but fuck it ; I get back to grinding ; tarot card readings, palm readings, bar jokes, comedy shows, cleaning anything, helping anyone, making food and selling it. Buying drinks(water, soda pops & juices) & re selling them) around that time I also won my first poker tourney. I Kept going.
Month 5) Created Alliances. ( Met Mel and she open her world to me and saw something in me that I knew I had and was polishing/ rebuilding and putting together with Golden Glue. We had deep and meaningful conversations and came to an accord on how to help each other ascend. She allowed me a placed and said I deserve better than a hostel.She allowed me a place now and then for safety and to process all that I had been through while at the same time learning how to be among people again. New city. New vibes. New Syntax. New Experiences of I Don’t Know. But my biggest take away from jail is stick to my 80/20 rule!
Month 6) I.D. Obtain! Cashing in all my digital assets and tokes to help me on my journey of self ascendancy! First Job Obtain.
Month 7) Two Jobs, Licenses & Car Obtained.
Month 8) Now it’s March & I am Both Maintaining Velocity & Ascending at Godspeed!
Edgar Le’Comedian 