My Thoughts Are A Handful Type of Experience

Hi There’

Whoever you are.

How are you?

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Really Glad You Shared That’

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Today I was Promoted to More Hours at being the main point of contact for all the prep in the kitchen; Main Prep Chef For Wood Shop BBq 🍖

A great post for the chapter I am in right now.

Like Picking Up Where I Left Off before meeting the love of my life.

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Now I get to live out my actions with the type of self esteem I should have but if I would have lived out with that self esteem then it would have been a different experience. ; it’s vital to understand that what has happen has happened. (If you have a way to experience reality that is beyond me then go at it.) Right now the levity /humor and jovial nature of reality itself giggles me while filling my vibes with glee!

We all played our part and to the best of our ability.

In life there is no villains.(unless-well-we can discuss that on another later time)

I’m a Shaman. Always have been and always will be. “Beast Master” “Executive Chef” “Mentor” & “Entertainer”

I am a natural born leader, charismatic and with no criminal history.

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Paying by debts like a True Lanister’

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I told brightside that I was needed at the restaurant and this is a great opportunity for me; since My long term goal does include opening my own joint soon. (It’s not about the money for me; it’s about the lifestyle.

I still want somewhere I can hunt and before I can go bow hunting I shall hit these doors till the wheels fall off if I have to.

Currently Competing In Poker Tournaments Within Budget and Bankroll’

There is Some Chess Games on Wends and I Was Hosting once but right now priority is straight forward!

Knock on Doors!

Show Up On Time

Rest

Keep Up

Stay Present

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Apartment is Next Step’

Fuck it’

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Still like the idea of the gym just need to make a gym bag and togo bag more consistent.

Right now though with the car ; sleeping in the car is super sketch and only emergency.

Going to keep my word and help Melanie move out, clean her apt and be there for her as she’s been there for me.

Kahlil is doing wonderful!

I also made a new Friend Name Kristen she is also mew to Seattle and we became buddies based on mutual grounds.

I’ve also made a handful of comrades at the shelters, jail and my employments.

Some I still see and talk to now and then like Jonathan, Nick, Caleb, Brian, John, Jon, Mike, Kenny, Tony, Garret, Tina, Cassie, Izzey, Isaiah, and others.

Life has been what I think about and I think positive, productive and peaceful things.

I gravitate towards experiences of victory, winning and compassion!(Go Hawks’)

I am reunited with my children and have a healthy common harmonious understanding with Genesis.

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We live in a beautiful country and playing by the laws of nature has become paramount since becoming’

Now self sufficient+self aware and conscious on my long term aspirations & adventure I find that on this reality existence It’s all working out for me.

In this moment you are experiencing me.

This is an expression from my soul with the resources and tools at my disposal to express self knowing itself to its best of its ability and with grace.

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True Story.

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Bitch’ Ask About me & Put Some Respect on My Name

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I am a Fucking-Millionaire’

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What’s been perfect before and while in jail is working wonders and miracles in my civilian life again; self imposed discipline and 80% dedicated to my mental health.

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When something is uncomfortable because it’s new and it needs to be done for the next step of my perpetual ascension; I Do it*

After A Breath! Or an Exalting Sound of Joy!

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Dealing with the Lawyers.

Deciding How To Move Forward.

Deals are Being Made.

Dead & Done.

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Now these are things I was doing before but something about alone, loneliness and reflecting that makes you either complacent or sharper.

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I choose the ladder.

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from fasting.

Becoming a better chef.

Becoming a friend.

Stepping up to being a leader.

Taking control of my own experience, emotions and destiny.

Life is a wonderful journey and moving forward all we can do is calibrate and live our dharma!

And practicing being a father every day, night and second I can take a moment to just imagine ; lime acting as if .

People look at me but I don’t care.

A part of me feels my children can sense I am sending them healing vibes +loving vibes+protection vibes and our guardian angels protect us!

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Everything I do and I have been doing comes from a place of love;

I am a living testimony of bouncing back;

My biggest take away is to always keep my self esteem.

I gave it away; my autonomy.

I was pushed over by my ego for approval of people and paradigms that served what they had to serve when it all happened.

& Now I am Here and the best way to heal, co exist and be in harmony with mother earth and all is to lean more towards self.

I’ve met more people then the. Average person;

My friends are lifelong.

I always come in peace.

& the last fight I was in High School during a wrestling tournament.

Please🙏🏼 Take A real long look in the mirror for me and think About how regardless of all that I have been through I am choosing to walk the peaceful warriors path; I am a Life Artist! & So Are You! Go in peace and Know I will always meet you the truth! Love always’ -Edgardo

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Sticking to a routine’

I’ve said this before and I will say it again ;

If you stick to something long enough it works out; it’s numbers game! We got this!

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There is many conversations+experiences and moments to live….

Going to sleep now and envision the wonderful future I deserve and will manifest for myself!

Peace ✌🏼

Ps.

You meet people at the spiritual level, the financial level or the physical level that you are at!;

You meet people through 3 spectrums

Body

Mind

&

Soul

Digest That and tom we can talk about villains and eternals.

“Rex Edgardo Viro’Dei”

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